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Current mood: anxious
Category: Life
OK so it is like past midnight and I have to drive nine hours by myself tomorrow or today. Chris is at work and I decided to put some cool pictures on our space and here I am hours later. I am driving down to my parents house in Rockport, TX today. I have to make a quick trip down there to see my grandmather. We found out a week or so ago that she has breast cancer. My dad said it is the "bad" kind but isn't is all bad? Is there really a kind? Like good or bad? or just Bad and Supper Bad? I quess it is the Super Bad kind then. Living so far from my family is not so bad some days you know I have my space but lately, like the past six months when I need less space and more time, it is hell. I have so much to do in the next two months. I have to work a job that is increasingly both rewarding (working w/clients) and frustrating (working w/co-workers) 40 hours a week. Find a way to crawl accross the MSU graduation stage in May and pray that they have a diploma with my name on it. Actualy at this point I will take anything - a degree in water arobics for Jane Doe and I am happy! How do I do these things knowing that my family is going through so much? I quess I can do these things because my family is going and has gone through so much. I want my grandmother to see me graduate and have children. This can drive me. (Chris said no kids with out a degree first) I can do this! I Can! I WILL! OK - I better go to bed or I will be lost in a ditch tomorrow and not get any of this done! Oh Yea- Check out the picture of Chris in the kitchen! That was a great day! I have a great husband. He makes it easy for me to be far from my family most days! Love You Chris! Oh Yea - Bed!
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